Just got back from a short trip to Sentosa. It's been raining the whole day, so we couldn't really go anywhere at all.

Shell! I'm still waiting for a copy of your resume.

I took off the satin pink nailpolish for they got so chipped. My nails are now a nice shade of light pearl white with a touch of pink glitter. :) :) :)

Where shall we go tmr.... my grams can't walk for long so it'll probably be somewhere near. I'm gonna meet tanya and janice for dinner tmr night though! Sigh.. it'll be the last time i'll be seeing tanya. Hope she enjoyed her stay in singapore!

I bought my first ever 4D ticket today. *prays hard* It'll be really nice to have extra money on the trip.

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That was just to let out my frustration. I feel so *. So * such that I'm about to explode. Why do you possess such powers.

How wrong i was. My fever came right back after an afternoon nap. But nonetheless i went out to meet shell. I love my hair now, but it's still the same length. haha. My mum reckons i wasted her 35 bucks. I love it though. It's nicely layered such that there's more volume added and i don't look as dull anymore. Three cheers for masa! Love the lady boss. She tried really hard to make shell and i get curls on our heads though. :( I would have loved to do so, but it's 200 friggin dollars so i'll consider maybe when i get my..... 20th pay?

I haven't got a job. lalalala.... And i've got no more newspaper subscription so tadaa.. I'm just wasting my life away for the moment. Physically i feel quite fine, psychologically i feel weak. I think it's just the thought of my fever reaching a peak of 39.3 degrees yesterday which got me so freaked i went to the doc straightaway.

Thank god i didn't have a rash. Or i'll probably be typing this from some stolen laptop in the hospital. Besides being in isolation, I would probably have had to take blood tests everyday. *shudders* Same fate as ailin. haha.. dengue. Ewwww....

So anyway now i've got this whole cocktail of pills which takes me bout two hours to finish one round. And it's three times a day. Irritating. First it starts with one capsule of antibiotics to be taken one hour before food. After food I've gotta drink two glasses of soluble paracetemol, two phelgm tablets, one flu tablet, one high fever capsule and lastly one huge tablespoon of cough mixture. I think the worst has got to be the two glasses of soluble paracetemol. It so does not taste like eno at all. yuck.

I can't go out with cher, I can't have dinner with tanya, sunita and janice. SIGH. All cos the medicine makes me drowsy and i can't possibly be lugging a mug plus all the packets of medicine with me. I can't stayover and i can't go clubbing. sigh!all plans just foiled. Ok it's not that bad, cos with or without the fever i would not have been able to go clubbing at all. My grams and aunts will be here tmr and i can't possibly come back in the morning looking nice and fresh faced.

Just as well, I shall be a nice girl and help mum iron some clothes as well as pack for my taiwan trip. Hope i fully recover by then. Jason's in camp. I wonder how he's coping. Yans is still at her church camp too i think. Sammy's gone off to hk today, and Anne will be off to rome this sunday. JS is in Ipoh. Oh well just a round up of who's where.

So many christmas cards to write and send. Best part of it all? I haven't bought any yet. Had to ask my sis to help me get cos i'm in confinement. shall go iron then!

Alright it's done. I realised six photos actually bounced back. haha.. let's hope it won't bounce back this time. OH yes and janice, i sent yours over already.

Wai! I saw your photos and oh my where on earth did you take those pictures of the sky? They were... absolutely breathtaking. *dies* It's almost equivalent to the aurora borealis just that it's of a different colour! And your hammy is really cute!

I just had such a filling lunch thus i can't lie in bed and read. Sigh. Well i'm just glad my fever's gone at least. Had to forgo my haircut and a chance to meet up with mimi yesterday cos of the fever. but, all's not lost. I'm going for a haircut later with shell! hope we get really nice hairstyles.. I don't really know what i want actually. Let's just see what the person comes up with.

Sleepy.

hey jason the last three photos were unable to be sent cos your mailbox is too full. Do you still want them? It's the ones of your wonderful camera skills taking the nightview from the hotel. Do clear up your mailbox and tell me ya.

Disgusted. Very disgusted. You're such a sick bastard.

I shall leave it at that. As usual i was just plain stupid.

Well i had such a nice sleep!!!!!! :) :) :) My parents got back from hatyai yesterday and i'm jealous. My mum got a manicure and pedicure for less than ten bucks! sigh. And she's got a nice colour on. Anyway i went to the airport early in the morning, then watched love actually with sunita. It's a good christmasy show i reckon. Whilst watching it i felt really blessed and all, but after the show there's just this sour aftertaste.

Jason, anne, yanping and pengyang. I've sent the pics over already. If you want them in photo form just tell me. I'm gonna send some to the shop too.

My lungs feel tired. And cha cha's surprisingly quiet today. I'm gonna cut my hair later. halleluia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not that i hate long hair, but it's just that my hair grows at too slow a rate. SO it's time for a change! yays.

I'm bored. And i can't go outfor long cos my feet hurt like hell with seven bloody blisters and I've got an irritating cough. boo.

The sambal stingray fish at teban gardens is really yummy. :) :) :)

I saw alex this afternoon, and he really changed my impression of him. Sheesh. Maybe i shouldn't have been so quick in determining what kind of a shit he was. I just seem to always jump into conclusions so quick.

My parents have gone off to hatyai. Don't ask me why I'm still at home typing this entry out at one in the morning. I wasn't supposed to be here but here i am. And i'm surprised that no one's online.

Shall do some housework tomorrow then go meet jan and tanya for lunch. haha in pengyang's words, I'm a house elf. I like doing housework though. There's just this ense of satisfaction.

I shall go upload the prom pictures now then. ta!

Feels nice and fuzzy to be sipping blackcurrent and lemon ttea on a hot frday afternoon. Absolutely nothing to do but slack.

I was so sleepy last night i plonked on the bed right after i came home. Actually i did sleep for awhile in my mum's office in the afternoon. It was so boring there and i didn't feel like walking so i just slept.

My feet hurt! They hurt so badly at one point i just took my shoes off and walked with ailin. We walked and walked and walked after clubbing, and cher and ailin reckoned i got a little drunk. But i didn't drink much and in fact the tequila was a tad diluted. Anyway we walked from merchant road to chinatown, then to lau pa sat and back to pan pac hotel. By the time we reached back jason and andrea were nicely snugged under the blankets. Which reminds me, the comforters at pan pac have got to be the best. They were so fluffy and warm, i didn't wanna get out once i climbed right in.

Prom was alright. We just took tons and tons of photos and i'm glad the hair and make up turned out fine.

So after a nice bath at 5 plus in the morning, i joined the rest as they played some more games with the forfeit of drinking some vodka shots and black cat which according to zai, tasted like yo mei shu. haha. I didn't play though, for i didn't wanna risk having flood the whole bed with my nose blood. It was gruesome when my nose erupted at la pa sat.

Well now that prom it's over i guess it's time to really go source for a job. Cher's gonna satrt work next week and shell's already been working since ten days ago or so. Sigh. I've gotta go take the flu vaccine jab next week somemore. I don't want to!-pout- esp after sammy told me that it's gonna hurt real bad. sigh.

Now that a flu epidemic has broken out in taiwan it's inevitable that we've gotta take the jab. My grams opted out of the trip.

shits! I'm late in going to meet yans. Got too engrossed dissing someone's lj. wth.

shoo.

I came in to read my sister's blog. haha. Funny ain't it? We live in the same house but yet certain feelings are best said through blogs. Such that i get the message, and relationships are not strained.

Well basically all i want to say, is that maybe you should look at the wider prospective of it all. If i was the crown jewel of the family they would have saved all the money in the world just to ensure i get the best education ever isn't it? But the truth is that they have devoted all their resources to letting you have an overseas education and that i feel, is all they needed to do to have shown their love for you.

They never said an overseas education was easy, and neither do i think so. Each step we take in our lives are laden with their own set of problems. And right now they feel that your problem is that you are not putting enough effort into studying for your test this coming sunday. Well they just want the best for you thus the incessant nagging. Everyone's tired, but we still gotta move on with life. As you have already said, you had slogged for the entire year. No doubt about that, but if that is so, what is another few days of slogging to you?

Having said that, it's merely just what i feel. Nothing or no one can stop you if you felt that you don't want to go for it. I just hope you'll change your perspective that no one loves you and that this home is such a hell to be in. It's where your roots lie in the first place. I'd admit that we are cold in some ways or another and it may be a world of a difference from what you have been accostomed to in australia, but we just show love in a different way.

Take heart, and i see no reason why you should be jealous of me because hey, i may be in an even worse position than you. The future is just so uncertain and the A's got screwed then my whole life is pretty much screwed for my alternatives are quite narrow.

Ever watched the sky at 6-ish in the morning? I took a peak this morning and it was enchanting. It started off with a blue-purplish colour as it was going to rain, and after the rain when the sun came out, there was this horizon. The bottom part was white and the top part was a pale yellow. Then a few mintues later a streak of orange emerged in between. I wonder if this happens everyday. Maybe i should check again tomorrow.

I stayed home today for my nose is still runny and the cough, still persistent. Good thing is, yanling finally called! and boy was i exhilarated. So i've got my appointment settled for hari and makeup, and i just calculated my expenses for the last two weeks or so and OMG. I reckon i need to find some money on the streets. Even without buying a dress, the costs incurred ran too high. I really need to stop all expenses before i close my bank account in a week's time at the rate i'm spending.

Cheer up sis, and all the best for your test! Always look on the bright side of life! *cha cha whistles on my behalf* and most of all, thanks for being so understanding at times.